
2004-05-24 - 3:11 p.m.
two steps forward, one step back
Okay, I’m a moron. I seem to think following up a really good week with a crappy week is the way to go about business. It’s not. I somehow managed to drink like 5 amaretto sours Saturday night, knowing damn well that alcohol while trying to lose weight is evil. Followed that up with IHOP and some other crap, and yeah, it sucked. I’m pissed too, because that week of near perfection was hard work. Once again, I have to get up off my ass and get back on my horse. It’s thunderstorming out, so walking is a no-go, but I will be hitting up Curves right after work. And afterwards, I’m taking my ass to Stop and Shop for some remedial shopping. Those Lays WOW chips taste too damn good. Ugh, could really beat my own ass right about now.
One small victory is this pair of jeans I bought a long time ago at LB fit me when I tried them on this weekend. I remember when I bought them; it was like a couple of years ago when the dirty wash look just came out. They were $60, but I figured they were so nice it was worth it. I swear it feels like they fit me for a week and were too tight. They always represented some kind of barometer to me…if I could just get my ass back into those jeans, it’d be like proof I was on the right track. So yay on that front. I guess.
I did make myself a new thinspiration folder today, so that should help. Plus it’s like…I really want this. I can deal with other crap in my life, if I could just not have to deal with being fat. So yeah, it’s time to kick this bitch up into the next gear.
OP: yes
water: yes
exercise: curves
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