
2004-07-06 - 2:50 p.m.
welcome back fatty
I’m finally returning to my WW meeting this week. I ended up skipping the last two weeks for a variety of reasons, ranging from shitty to somewhat legitimate. Needless to say, it’s a lot easier to screw up when you’re not facing the scale, so I’m glad to go back tonight. I need the threat of a weekly pimp slap sometimes. Last time I was there I was about 11 pounds away from my 50-pound star with WW. I want that thing.
Yesterday actually, finally, was a good day eating wise. Sunday was too, surprisingly enough, because everyone seems to think parties/festivities are synonymous with potato salad and hamburgers. Bastards. I am a total hamburger whore. Sometimes when I really think hard about becoming a vegetarian, or at least giving up red meat, hamburgers are always what stop me. Kind of pathetic, but in a funny way. Anyway, I ended up eating half a turkey burger. I used to think turkey burgers tasted like broiled shit, but after tasting those Boca burger dirt patties everyone seems to love, it tasted pretty good. I’m glad I didn’t finish it, either. I wasn’t super hungry in the first place, but I still had to like, physically will myself to put it down. Then my friend finished it off, so it was out of sight.
I’m really hoping this couple of days turns into a good couple of months. I really need it. I honestly do feel like I’ve “turned the corner” or some other such corny phrase meaning I’ve cut it out. I love when you get that new surge of motivation. It feels like you’ll never get it back when you’re struggling, but eventually you do. So yeah. Chipping away at my fat suit resumes..
OP: yes
water: yes
exercise: yes
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