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navigation pounds lost: 6.8 contact Last 5 rings
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2004-07-07 - 11:09 a.m. I needed yesterday, man. I felt like an alcoholic walking back into AA. Even though the ww meeting was once again filled with douchebags who felt the need to waste an hour pointing out the obvious, it was nice to go back and feel accountable. I lost 2.4 lbs, which was really nice. Back in the loss column, and it’s about time. I’m like 8 pounds away from my 50lb star. The scale was being weird this morning, but I’ll just ignore it because I finally feel good about my efforts and this whole shebang again. My stepfather said I’m withering away, which is hilarious to me because that’s like saying a hippo is looking slim. Either way, it was nice to hear. It’s hard for me to see improvement day-to-day. I was watching one of those dumb elimination dating shows while I was getting dressed today, and it totally pissed me off. This one guy wanted to eliminate the girl the minute he met her because he said she was a fatty. Meanwhile, this chick was like a size 10, tops. What a rude fucker. Did I mention he was butt ugly with a short man complex? Yeah, always. I don’t know why I’m always surprised why my thinner friends have body image issues. The thing is, they have no problems casting a fat guy in the role of picking a date, it never even gets mentioned. Have a girl on there above a size 0 and it’s like some grand crime. This is another reason why I want to check out of hotel fatty. Corny, but cool: Do not lose courage in considering your own imperfections. - Saint Francis de Sales |
