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2004-08-07 - 10:38 a.m. I haven’t updated because I’ve been surfing the crimson wave, and that never fails to make me want to backstroke in a pool filled with chocolate. I’ve been avoiding WW. I skipped it the week of my vacation for obvious reasons, and I skipped it the Tuesday directly following that. I know you’re supposed to go no matter what, gain or lose, accountability, blah blah. I think I would have gone if it had been like 1 pound, but gaining 4+ is downright embarrassing. Yes, I was on vacation, but it’s not like I’m going to be explaining to the lady who’s writing down my weight why I suddenly had a fatty surge. So yeah, I need to go Tuesday, and it’s going to take from now until then to work up the courage and lose some of the excess. The worst part is they sent me a little postcard yesterday saying "we miss you!" It's been 2 weeks, people. Now I'm going to really feel like a douche on Tuesday. Maybe I’ll use my “no weigh in” pass. You might as well wear a badge that says “I gained weight this week” when you use those, though. Oh well, fucked either way. I still want to make some good progress before my birthday, which means I need to step on it. The last few birthdays I’ve had have been totally depressing, so I refuse to have the same fate this year. I doubt 75 is happening, but maybe 70 is doable. I’ll see how WI on Tuesday goes and try to make a reasonable goal. |
