2004-08-31 - 9:37 p.m.
another pound off my ass
WI was not so bad, actually. I lost 1 pound. I really hate surfing the crimson wave. I promptly gained three pounds the day before I got it. Glad I lost, though. As long as my ass gets incrementally smaller every week, I'm okay with any progress.
The weird thing is, even though I should be happy about the smaller pants size, smaller clothes and all of that stuff this week, I still feel like the same old fat fuck. I have no idea why, and I'm aware that it's a retarded way of thinking. Can't help it, though. I'm trying to think positively...as foreign as that is to me. I know I'm cute, it's more like me being hard on myself until I unearth the hottie beneath.
I went to Trader Joe's, which rocks for low point items that are also vegetarian. So the food is all set, I just need to make sure I get my ass exercising, because I usually hate physical activity when I'm riding the red surf board. Why can't chocolate have no calories in it?
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