|
navigation pounds lost: 6.8 contact Last 5 rings
|
|
2004-09-07 - 3:23 p.m. This week was actually looking great until last night. I’d been exercising and shit, and when I weighed myself on Monday morning, I was at a new low. Then I played some basketball and was starving pretty much all day. I didn’t even eat anything bad, I just ate more of the healthy shit I have at home. When I woke up this morning, I’d gained 3.5 pounds. Pretty fucking annoying, I must say. It’s not like I was scarfing cheeseburgers all night. Thank you, body, for once again screwing me in the ass. The only good thing is I’m not going to WW until Thursday, so hopefully my body will fucking cooperate before then. I also have to resist the urge to fall into a “fuck it” mode and eat whatever I want. Will try. I decided I’m going to try and go to Curves religiously from now until my membership ends in October. I’m not staying with Curves, but I might as well wring every cent I can out of the money I pay monthly. Then I’m going to graduate to a “real” gym. I want to do some actual weight lifting and weight training, and not the resistance shit they have at Curves. I tried on a pair of my comfortable jeans that I used to wear when I was at my biggest. Holy fucking Christ they were huge. I can’t believe my body used to actually fill those things. Pretty damn embarrassing, but cool at the same time. I still feel like a fat fuck 90% of the time, but at least I can actually see progress sometimes. I think I’m going to save those pants for the obligatory before and after shot later on. The rest of my clothes that don’t fit are hitting ebay this week. I want to get my hair trimmed and I need new bras, like desperately – so I’m considering it a fundraiser and cleaning at the same time. I haven’t bought any new bras since I’ve lost weight. This means I constantly have boob sag going on because the back sizes are too large now. I’m glad I’m not as much of a landmonster as before, but buying new bras is fucking expensive. Victoria’s Secret and Lane Bryant like to rack you $40 for a bra. For that much, it better massage my breasts all day. I’ll have to check the sale bins. |
