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navigation pounds lost: 6.8 contact Last 5 rings
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2004-10-14 - 11:05 a.m. I haven’t really felt like writing shit lately. Which fits. I wouldn’t say I’m in a true funk, because things have been worse before, but I’m sort of stuck in a weird stagnant cycle. My weight hasn’t really budged. Which makes me not want to be as vigilant, because what’s the point? Then my weight really doesn’t budge. Rinse, repeat. A major factor has been my lack of money lately. I haven’t had the cash I normally do to go grocery shopping and buy healthy shit. It’s a total crock that eating healthier costs way more than the shit that’s horrible for you. So I’ve been eating whatever my mom cooks, which doesn’t mean chicken skin sandwiches, but it’s not exactly off the WW menu. I did sell a bunch of my old fattier clothes on ebay, so I’m going to use that money to hit the grocery store. If I have good food to eat, I’m usually fine. If I have to fend for myself, all bets are off. I really am ready to start dropping pounds again. It felt so good, and I think I too it for granted. Now that it’s a fucking struggle to lose an ounce, I’d give anything to go back to the way things used to be. Not to sound like a douchebag, but I’ve done some deep thinking and soul searching lately, trying to figure out how to get back into the groove I was in before. For now, I’ve started to focus on not eating shit and take it from there. |
