2005-01-19 - 10:52 a.m.
i can't even have pickles
I really hate sodium. Okay, so maybe I shouldn't have eaten like 7 pickles yesterday, but honestly, it's still a vegetable, it shouldn't count. So I'm a little bloated this morning, but still feeling vigilant. I'm really just sick of wasting time, so I feel good about things. I've been eating properly for about 3 days now, which is a huge fucking victory considering the fact that I'd been having trouble getting through 3 hours.
Ever hear a friend or acquaintance crack some kind of fat joke and immediately hate them? That happens to me all the time. Then it’s hard for me to hang out with them without visualizing the many ways I would like to kill them. One of my friends had something like “Nobody likes fat people” in his AIM profile. I immediately pictured stabbing him in the gut with my sword. Asshole.
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